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Today marks one year since our last loss. And, it is also one year since what should be our last loss ever. It was only a chemical pregnancy. Which for us, a chemical pregnancy became the definition of an easy loss. We had enough of miscarriages to know what to consider easy – physically, the loss of a chemical pregnancy is just a slightly worse period. By number 5, I was doing… Read More

Today it has been 18 years. 18 years since I saw my sister’s smile. 18 years since I heard my mother’s laugh. . 18 years ago today my childhood came to a sudden halt, and as a young teenager I grew up in seconds. Today, I miss the innocence of my naïve youth. . Today it has been 18 years. 18 years since I sought my older sister’s advice. 18 years since… Read More