My Perfect Breakdown


Today marks one year since our last loss. And, it is also one year since what should be our last loss ever. It was only a chemical pregnancy. Which for us, a chemical pregnancy became the definition of an easy loss. We had enough of miscarriages to know what to consider easy – physically, the loss of a chemical pregnancy is just a slightly worse period. By number 5, I was doing… Read More

I think I knew from the start. That faint line was my first hint. Based, on our last 4 pregnancies, it should have been darker. It just should have been darker. So, I tempted fate, and took another test. This time no-line at all. And, then there was some blood.  Not much, but in our experience, any amount of blood is not good. I talked to a wonderful nurse at our fertility… Read More