My Perfect Breakdown


The other day I caught myself wondering, do our lost babies count? Does my suffering count? I know, crazy thinking, right? But hear me out. So many women/couples try 8 or 9 or even 12 pregnancies before they stop trying or get their one. So many women go through IVF just to try to maintain a pregnancy. I know we all reach our enough at the time that is right for us… Read More

I have spent virtually no time writing or even identifying with these emotions. These emotions are hard so hiding from it seems easier then processing it. But alas, today I’m going to tackle this subject again and hopefully help my heart heal one day at a time. . We know, with certainty that my uterus has been slowly killing each one of our babies. We know that the reversed blood flow is… Read More