My Perfect Breakdown

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If I could turn back time, would I do it all over again? Would I delay trying for kids until we were educated and stable in our careers, just to end up leaving my career? Would I keep trying after our first loss? Our second? Our third? And our fourth and fifth? Would I naïvely trust my local fertility clinic? Would I seek out specialized medical expertise sooner? Would I let myself… Read More

I am searching to understand my recent reaction to the news that Mr. MPB’s younger brother and his wife are expecting. I took it pretty hard and I am still reeling with a million emotions. I’ve decided that if I can understand my strong emotional response I’ll probably be better able to accept the emotions and start to move on. So, based on this I’ve spent a few days thinking about (and… Read More