My Perfect Breakdown


Having a little baby and being unable to pick them up for over a week has been interesting to say the least. I feel unbelievably selfish and guilty for deciding to have this surgery while Baby MPB is so young.  When I let the guilt voice speak to me it says I let my own desires trump my child’s needs. His basic need for care and attention took a backseat to my desire… Read More

I try really hard not to blame myself for the fact that we cannot have a biological child.  I know my body is the cause, this is a fact.  But I also know that it’s not my choice, as in this isn’t something I chose to do.  Nor is it something I have the ability to control.  And yet regardless of this we know, without a doubt, that it is my body… Read More