My Perfect Breakdown


I am 1 in 6.  Together with my husband we are 1 in 6. We are infertile. In fact, we are infertile in the most fertile way.  We are also 1%.  We are the one percent who can get pregnant relatively easily, but cannot sustain a pregnancy. Without significant medical intervention my body will likely never sustain a pregnancy to full term with a child. And even with medical intervention there are… Read More

I have spent virtually no time writing or even identifying with these emotions. These emotions are hard so hiding from it seems easier then processing it. But alas, today I’m going to tackle this subject again and hopefully help my heart heal one day at a time. . We know, with certainty that my uterus has been slowly killing each one of our babies. We know that the reversed blood flow is… Read More