My Perfect Breakdown


I never want to be pregnant again. I didn’t think I’d ever actually get to this point, rather I thought my heart would always long to experience a successful pregnancy.  To experience first kicks, giving birth, etc.  But, I’ve now realized that I never want to be pregnant again. I never want to see two pink lines again. I never want to go through beta blood testing hell again. I never want… Read More

So, my thyroid is still out of whack. In fact, out of whack is a bit of an understatement. It seems that I’m getting blood work done every 4-6 weeks, and my numbers just keep changing.  Which mean we keep altering my Synthroid dose to try to get my thyroid back into a healthy range.  I go from one test where my TSH is too high, then the next test it is… Read More