My Perfect Breakdown


I’ve been struggling the last few weeks, I suspect to most that’s obvious.  But what makes the last few weeks noteworthy is that I think I’m struggling more so then I ever have since Baby MPB joined our lives. I am thankful every single day for my little guy.  He makes me smile.  He makes me see life in a different perspective.  He makes me happy.  He is my everything. But, I’m… Read More

I never want to be pregnant again. I didn’t think I’d ever actually get to this point, rather I thought my heart would always long to experience a successful pregnancy.  To experience first kicks, giving birth, etc.  But, I’ve now realized that I never want to be pregnant again. I never want to see two pink lines again. I never want to go through beta blood testing hell again. I never want… Read More