My Perfect Breakdown


I don’t even know where to start. Remember that couple who hurt us more then I think anyone ever has with their devastatingly insensitive first pregnancy announcement?  Followed by the ultrasound photo as an announcement for their second pregnancy? Well, as expected, their second baby has just arrived. As an aside, I wonder, will I ever be excited for fertile people who have babies?  Yes, I looked at the baby photos the… Read More

It’s been a while since I contemplated peeing on any sort of stick.  After our first loss, stick peeing is simply not a stage of my life that I particularly loved.  Seeing a positive pregnancy test the first time was so incredibly exciting, both Mr. MPB and I were filled with so much joy and hope.  But the reality is that over the course of 5 losses, seeing a positive pregnancy test… Read More