My Perfect Breakdown


I’m now 3 weeks post breast reduction surgery.  I am interacting with baby MPB like nothing has changed, with one exception – to the best of my ability, I avoid his entire body wiggles in the vicinity of my chest, particularly his leg kicks.  Those just don’t feel great. I am still bruised – mostly light green and yellow bruising now, which is a substantial improvement from the original brown, red and… Read More

Please bear with me, I think I’m going to sound slightly crazy today. There is a part of me that is dreading actually having a child. There I said it. My secret is out. I never thought, even for a second, I’d feel this way. Even if it’s just a tiny feeling inside. Now, let me explain. We’ve tried for years to have a child. We failed. We failed miserably. It wasn’t… Read More