My Perfect Breakdown


Please bear with me, I think I’m going to sound slightly crazy today. There is a part of me that is dreading actually having a child. There I said it. My secret is out. I never thought, even for a second, I’d feel this way. Even if it’s just a tiny feeling inside. Now, let me explain. We’ve tried for years to have a child. We failed. We failed miserably. It wasn’t… Read More

I’ve been writing and editing and re-writing a few posts over the last day days. I’m not one to be lost for words, but for the first time I’m really struggling to get my thoughts out onto paper these last few days. The sum of it is that due to the new unexpected adoption costs we have been re-evaluating surrogacy / gestational carrier as an option. The cost of adoption has made… Read More