My Perfect Breakdown

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For the last 12 days, I’ve been rather focused on the problems, and what’s going wrong with this very cycle and what could possibly be causing our recurrent pregnancy loss. I have become consumed by everything progesterone – researching when to start it, its importance in successful implantation, when to stop taking it, etc. I have been filled with disappointment with my current RE’s clinic. I feel as though talking to them… Read More

So, after my last TWW ended with another BFN (negative), I decided to track what I did for the next few days. so that I could see how I cope, and how I move through the process of disappointment over a lost cycle to hope for the next cycle. So, here’s what I apparently do in the few days following a BFN: I drink alcohol. I rarely drink to excess, and I’m… Read More