My Perfect Breakdown


We are still waiting on some more adoption paperwork (the story of our lives).  Right now we are specifically waiting for Baby MPB’s amended birth certificate from the state Baby MPB was born in. As an aside, the amended birth certificate is very weird in my mind.  Mr. MPB and I truly don’t care about an amended birth certificate.  Baby MPB’s original birth certificate has his name on it just as the name we chose with his birth… Read More

So, the last few months have clearly been all about working to accept my situation, make the most of what we have and live a healthy life. On the whole, I think I’ve been doing a pretty good job of it. But, then there was yesterday afternoon. I had a breakdown. Seriously, barely able to speak between giant horrible sobs with alligator tears streaming down my face faster than the water rushing… Read More