My Perfect Breakdown


So, the last few months have clearly been all about working to accept my situation, make the most of what we have and live a healthy life. On the whole, I think I’ve been doing a pretty good job of it. But, then there was yesterday afternoon. I had a breakdown. Seriously, barely able to speak between giant horrible sobs with alligator tears streaming down my face faster than the water rushing… Read More

Before I jump into this, remember, we are diagnosed with Unexplained Recurrent Pregnancy Loss (RPL).  This means that our version of infertility is that we have the conception part down pat. We excel at the baby making part. But, that’s it. Not one of our babies has made it through the first trimester, all dying at different times between weeks 5 and 11. So, given this, what does it mean to me… Read More