My Perfect Breakdown

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Today, I am doubting my decision not to be working. And so, I sit here questioning myself. I know what we want (healthy pregnancy), and I know why we’ve made the decision for me to stop working in order to promote a healthy pregnancy by removing myself form a very unhealthy, high stress, long hour job). But yet, doubt exists. Doubt is ever present. Doubt it at the forefront of my thoughts…. Read More

Someone recently made me stop and think. Literally forced me to stop and think. Of course, this someone would be my psychologist. I tried to push past something and she simply wouldn’t let me. She caught me and forced me into the conversation and forced me to acknowledge and address my feelings. Oh, my feelings, how do I loath you. So, what was the conversation all about? Simple, our children and me… Read More