My Perfect Breakdown

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I hate the what if game, I do everything I can to avoid playing it. In my experience, it is a very scary game, the results can be disastrous as the self-doubt piles up. But, lately, I’ve had this fear creeping into my mind. For the first time I’ve started pondering, what if we do not get approved? What if the powers that be decide we cannot adopt a child(ren)? Then what?… Read More

Today, I am doubting my decision not to be working. And so, I sit here questioning myself. I know what we want (healthy pregnancy), and I know why we’ve made the decision for me to stop working in order to promote a healthy pregnancy by removing myself form a very unhealthy, high stress, long hour job). But yet, doubt exists. Doubt is ever present. Doubt it at the forefront of my thoughts…. Read More