My Perfect Breakdown


Today I wonder, what kind of mother will I be? Will I love as deeply as my mother did? Will I be there to wipe away my child’s tear? Will I be able to provide my child with the support they need when their feelings are hurt? Will I be able to comfort my child in their time of need? Will I be able to impart words of wisdom and help my… Read More

Yesterday was Mother’s Day. My mom is dead, and has been for 18 years. My babies never made it. They never took their first breaths, instead they died much too soon. Mother’s day for me, is not a day to celebrate. It is a day to hide. A day to mourn what was, what could have been and what will never be. The first year after my mom died, when I was… Read More