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I’m pretty sure everyone I interacted with yesterday knew I was having a bad day.  In fact, one women simply said to me you don’t seem like yourself today.  To which I responded, I cannot lie, I am in a pretty horrible mood.  It’s really not a great day to have to present to so many people.  But, I’ll get through it and tomorrow will better.  And hey, it could always be worse. As I… Read More

Yesterday was Mother’s Day. My mom is dead, and has been for 18 years. My babies never made it. They never took their first breaths, instead they died much too soon. Mother’s day for me, is not a day to celebrate. It is a day to hide. A day to mourn what was, what could have been and what will never be. The first year after my mom died, when I was… Read More