My Perfect Breakdown


I am trying to believe, I really am. But I have one nagging thought that I just cannot shake. We’ve lost 5 babies, why should this be any different? I want nothing more than to bring Baby MBP home with us. I want nothing more than to finally be a real mother. I want nothing more than to be able support and love our child as they grow up. But, life has… Read More

Some days, I just wish my mom were still alive. All I want is to talk to my mom, just one more time. I want one last hug, but I know if given the chance, I’d never let go.  I long for her warm embrace. I want to create new memories with my mom.  I want our future to be intertwined, rather then non-existent.  There will always be a hole in my… Read More