My Perfect Breakdown

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This upcoming visit with my family has got me thinking.  I really do miss my mom and my sister. It’s funny/odd/surprising how after almost 20 years, these raw emotions can still flow through me from time to time.  They say time heals all wounds, but really, it feels more like a constant scab that is often on my mind, and then every now and again the scab is torn off and hurts… Read More

Today is Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness Day.  So I felt compelled to write.  Yet, I’ve spent more time then I’d like to admit staring at a blank screen trying to put words to my thoughts and figure out what I actually want to say. Part of me really wants to write about the five losses we endured.  The heart wrenching pain of being told your child is not viable and waiting… Read More