My Perfect Breakdown


I’m mostly happy with my body and after everything I went through with 5 miscarriages and medically required limitations on exercise, the fact that I can even say I’m mostly happy is huge progress for me.  I’m proud that I’ve worked so hard to get to a point of mostly happy. I no longer look in the mirror and see a body that killed 5 babies before I see anything else.  This is… Read More

This upcoming visit with my family has got me thinking.  I really do miss my mom and my sister. It’s funny/odd/surprising how after almost 20 years, these raw emotions can still flow through me from time to time.  They say time heals all wounds, but really, it feels more like a constant scab that is often on my mind, and then every now and again the scab is torn off and hurts… Read More