My Perfect Breakdown


Today marks the end of October, which amongst other things, just happens to be Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness Month. As per the last few years (2016 and 2015), I once again lite a candle on October 15th at 7pm to acknowledge all of those who are unable to hold their children in their arms.  Each year, I use the same glass candle holder.  It was my mom’s and somehow it just… Read More

Today is Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness Day.  So I felt compelled to write.  Yet, I’ve spent more time then I’d like to admit staring at a blank screen trying to put words to my thoughts and figure out what I actually want to say. Part of me really wants to write about the five losses we endured.  The heart wrenching pain of being told your child is not viable and waiting… Read More