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With every passing day we are closer to becoming parents. Maybe. In fact, tomorrow marks 37 weeks gestation. Baby MPB is full term. This is a very exciting milestone for two people who have had 5 pregnancies, yet not one has ever reached viability. Yet, I have mixed emotions. I am excited. But, I have to admit, I’m fearful. I’m afraid that we are going to wake up and someone is going… Read More
I am trying to believe, I really am. But I have one nagging thought that I just cannot shake. We’ve lost 5 babies, why should this be any different? I want nothing more than to bring Baby MBP home with us. I want nothing more than to finally be a real mother. I want nothing more than to be able support and love our child as they grow up. But, life has… Read More
My Perfect Breakdown 