With every passing day we are closer to becoming parents. Maybe.
In fact, tomorrow marks 37 weeks gestation. Baby MPB is full term. This is a very exciting milestone for two people who have had 5 pregnancies, yet not one has ever reached viability.
Yet, I have mixed emotions. I am excited. But, I have to admit, I’m fearful. I’m afraid that we are going to wake up and someone is going to say to us just kidding, you don’t get to be parents. I keep trying really hard not to dwell on these feelings. But, I’d be lying if I didn’t admit these thoughts cross my mind at least once a day.
But, since I’m working on staying positive, I’m not going to focus on those feeling right now. Instead, I’m going to focus on the joy and the excitement. The hope.
Right now, knowing Baby MPB is 37 weeks along, is truly life altering for me.
Knowing that if Baby MPB arrives tomorrow in all likelihood he will be healthy is literally breath taking for me.
And so now, with every passing day I realize we are closer than ever to having our dreams come true. Seriously, how crazy is that?!
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