My Perfect Breakdown

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You know it’s going to be interesting when your counsellor starts the sentence with “the therapist in me hates to say this, but…” Last week, we had a quick cancellation appointment appointment after I asked for help.  In that appointment I just kind of downloaded all the crap that seemed to take over (i.e. brother-in-law who completely lacked compassion and adoption frustrations). While, this week we had our regularly scheduled appointment where… Read More

I have this incredible fear. In fact, I’ve carried it around with me for a few years now. The fear is that Mr. MPB’s younger brother and his wife (whom we adore) will have a baby before us. . Last night this fear became a reality. It feels like the world is crashing in on me. I am devastated for us, when I should be happy for them. Thinking about it brings… Read More