My Perfect Breakdown


We chose to terminate one of our pregnancies. I’ve written about it only once, and re-posted it on another blog, 1 in 10, dedicated to sharing stories of women who have terminated for medical reasons (TFMR). On August 14, 2013 we ended our precious baby girl’s life. Since we said goodbye to our little girl it has been: 616 days,or 1 year, 8 months and 8 days, or 88 weeks, or 14,784… Read More

I have this incredible fear. In fact, I’ve carried it around with me for a few years now. The fear is that Mr. MPB’s younger brother and his wife (whom we adore) will have a baby before us. . Last night this fear became a reality. It feels like the world is crashing in on me. I am devastated for us, when I should be happy for them. Thinking about it brings… Read More