My Perfect Breakdown

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I have spent virtually no time writing or even identifying with these emotions. These emotions are hard so hiding from it seems easier then processing it. But alas, today I’m going to tackle this subject again and hopefully help my heart heal one day at a time. . We know, with certainty that my uterus has been slowly killing each one of our babies. We know that the reversed blood flow is… Read More

If I could turn back time, would I do it all over again? Would I delay trying for kids until we were educated and stable in our careers, just to end up leaving my career? Would I keep trying after our first loss? Our second? Our third? And our fourth and fifth? Would I naïvely trust my local fertility clinic? Would I seek out specialized medical expertise sooner? Would I let myself… Read More