My Perfect Breakdown

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If I could turn back time, would I do it all over again? Would I delay trying for kids until we were educated and stable in our careers, just to end up leaving my career? Would I keep trying after our first loss? Our second? Our third? And our fourth and fifth? Would I naïvely trust my local fertility clinic? Would I seek out specialized medical expertise sooner? Would I let myself… Read More

I will never give birth to a living child. This is a fact. This is my reality. And I hate that I will never give birth to a living child. As many women do, I naively always assumed one day I would. This of course, was before we experienced multiple consecutive miscarriages and Recurrent Pregnancy Loss. I don’t allow myself time to dwell in this fact, because I know from a medical… Read More