It was one of those ordinary days, I just picked Little MPB up from daycare and we were driving home.
As we drove, we passed a family presumably out for a walk. It was clear that it was a grandmother, mother and a few young kids. Everyone was smiling, one of the kids was doddling in the snow. Everyone just seemed happy.
Instantly, it struck me and tears ran down my cheeks.
I was witnessing a moment I will never experience, yet something way back when I assumed would happen.
I will never get to go for an innocent walk on a snowy day with my mom and children. My mom will never get to know Little MPB and Little MPB will never really truly get to know my mom.
I will never get to have more then our one child. Children, plural, are not in my future.
It’s a heartbreaking moment when the reality of my life sneaks up and reminds me that not all dreams can come true.
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