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The seemingly correct answer, as we were taught as children is 1. 6 – 5 = 1 However, this mathematical logic makes absolutely no sense in my circumstance. For me, 5 is how many babies I’ve lost to miscarriages. Yes, that’s right, 5 consecutive miscarriages. 5 represents my dead babies. 5 represents sadness, and some of the darkest moments of my life. I have 5 tiny holes in my heart, and scars… Read More

We are trying one more time for a healthy pregnancy. This is not news to my regular followers. But, what is news, is that I’m coming to a point where I don’t think I can keep trying after that. I know, this might change, and in fact there is a very good chance it might change. But, today, for the first time I said to my husband, I’m ready to be done… Read More