My Perfect Breakdown

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We had five losses. A few bad doctors and one really smart one. We learned that my body is unlikely to ever support a healthy full-term pregnancy without significant medical intervention with a hefty price tag and no guarantees. We stopped trying. But did I give up? No, I don’t believe for a second that I gave up.  And I don’t believe others who stop trying are giving up. In fact, I… Read More

The baby has arrived. I know, without a doubt I love this little baby. I also know the arrival of this baby, does not change the fact that Mr. MPB and I have been deeply hurt by these family members. Our relationship with the parents is still severely damaged and will likely take years to heal.  However, the baby is innocent to this, and I know without a doubt we will always… Read More