My Perfect Breakdown

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I feel like I’ve been in a funk lately.  The adoption wait has been on my nerves and work has me burning the midnight oil.  It’s a frustrating combination.  And, yet part of me is grateful for it, because the insane work schedule keeps my mind active, and gives me a lot less time to contemplate life and the waiting. And so today I plan to do something different then normal.  I’ve… Read More

Sometimes I wonder, what will it be like to be on the other side? I’m on the other side of recurrent pregnancy loss now, in that we aren’t having miscarriages. But, I’m still in a sort of limbo-land, in that we know eventually we will have a child through adoption, yet we still don’t.  And the timeline is outside of our control. So, as much as I worry about my actual parenting… Read More