My Perfect Breakdown


I don’t even know where to start. Remember that couple who hurt us more then I think anyone ever has with their devastatingly insensitive first pregnancy announcement?  Followed by the ultrasound photo as an announcement for their second pregnancy? Well, as expected, their second baby has just arrived. As an aside, I wonder, will I ever be excited for fertile people who have babies?  Yes, I looked at the baby photos the… Read More

I am currently a consultant in my university educated profession.  I used to work for a big company which I quit after our 4th loss.  I left so that I could focus on my physical and mental well being. I left so that we could try one more pregnancy without the 70+ hour work weeks, high stress and a not very nice boss.  Removing work stress was not the answer to our pregnancy struggles… Read More