My Perfect Breakdown

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I try really hard not to blame myself for the fact that we cannot have a biological child.  I know my body is the cause, this is a fact.  But I also know that it’s not my choice, as in this isn’t something I chose to do.  Nor is it something I have the ability to control.  And yet regardless of this we know, without a doubt, that it is my body… Read More

I’m not one to dream.  Or at least I’m not one to remember my dreams.  And I’m not one to associate meaning with dreams, probably in part because I virtually never dream. But last night, I had a dream and I remember it clear as day. I was pregnant with triplets and at the hospital.  I was hooked up to a tonne of machines and Mr. MPB was there with me.  We… Read More