My Perfect Breakdown

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I find myself jumping back and forth between ecstatic and petrified. Between hopeful and scared. I feel almost bipolar in my emotional shifts. The pendulum just keeps swinging from one extreme to another. We’ve had nothing but positive interactions and good news. Yet, I still find myself afraid.  At times, I am literally forcing myself to believe that this could really happen. I realize the fears are all based in our history… Read More

I’ve realized that today is December 1st. It marks the start of another Christmas season. Another year coming to an end. And another year starting. A mixture of ending and new beginnings.  And, a time for reflections on what was, what is and what could be. I want to look forward to Christmas this year.  I want to be excited for the season.  I want to embrace the enjoyment and the fun…. Read More