My Perfect Breakdown

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Sometimes my heart breaks. Today is one of those days. A friend, another adoptive family, found out there baby was born.  And then, they found out the birth mother decided to parent*. My heart sank when she told me.  I felt myself catch my breath as tears fell from my eyes ever so slowly. All I wanted to do was wrap her up in a hug and silently hope that this doesn’t… Read More

I love to be in control of EVERYTHING. And i mean everything. Recurrent pregnancy loss should have taught me that I’m not. The adoption process should have taught me that I’m not. Should Have, Would Have, Could Have. Right? . Well it turns out, the control freak in me still exists.  And today it’s clamoring to get out. Please, just tell me when we will be matched.  Normal families get about 9… Read More