My Perfect Breakdown


The seemingly correct answer, as we were taught as children is 1. 6 – 5 = 1 However, this mathematical logic makes absolutely no sense in my circumstance. For me, 5 is how many babies I’ve lost to miscarriages. Yes, that’s right, 5 consecutive miscarriages. 5 represents my dead babies. 5 represents sadness, and some of the darkest moments of my life. I have 5 tiny holes in my heart, and scars… Read More

I am sitting here and I am thinking. I am thinking about what will be next and what is to come. What will tomorrow bring? What will life be like in 1 year, 5 years, 10 years or 50 years? Like so many people, I always had an idea of what my future would look like. And now, due to circumstances beyond my control, I have no idea.  The plan is gone,… Read More