My Perfect Breakdown

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I will never give birth to a living child. This is a fact. This is my reality. And I hate that I will never give birth to a living child. As many women do, I naively always assumed one day I would. This of course, was before we experienced multiple consecutive miscarriages and Recurrent Pregnancy Loss. I don’t allow myself time to dwell in this fact, because I know from a medical… Read More

I’ve been wide awake since about 4am. I woke up in part because the house was so quiet which resulted in panic when Sadie wasn’t sleeping on in her normal spot, right next to our bed.  The crazy voice in my head went straight to, did we leave her outside when she went out for her evening pee break?  Oh my, is she freezing?  (After a walk around the house, I determined… Read More