My Perfect Breakdown


This year was a very different mother’s day then I’ve become accustomed to. 19 years ago my mom died and I loathed this reminder of the amazing mother I no longer had. 4 years ago we began trying innocently enough for our own child.  Those next 4 years would bring us immeasurable loss and heartache.  And mother’s day became yet another reminder of my body’s failures, and the children we had lost… Read More

I have a new favourite activity – eavesdropping.  If I’m in different room of the house from Mr. MPB and Baby MPB, I find myself stopping whatever I’m doing to just listen to Mr. MPB playing with Baby MPB. I hear silly voices, cute comments and adorable baby sounds.  I hear laughter.  I hear pure love. And as I listen, I cannot help but think about how right this is.  All of… Read More