My Perfect Breakdown


I’ve had this thought from time to time, and today it’s in my mind again.  It’s a simple thought: Our Child May Already Be Conceived That’s just weird to think about.  Most parents, they know when their child is conceived, but not us.  That’s completely out of our hands and we wont know until our child is almost born. Because we are doing open infant adoption we know that our child is… Read More

I love to be in control of EVERYTHING. And i mean everything. Recurrent pregnancy loss should have taught me that I’m not. The adoption process should have taught me that I’m not. Should Have, Would Have, Could Have. Right? . Well it turns out, the control freak in me still exists.  And today it’s clamoring to get out. Please, just tell me when we will be matched.  Normal families get about 9… Read More