My Perfect Breakdown

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As I sat around on Thanksgiving weekend, I couldn’t help but realize that it has officially been one year since we first really began to realize that we would probably never have biological children. After 5 losses, and countless heartache, more medical procedures then I’d like to remember, we decided to seek out the expertise of a specialist in Recurrent Pregnancy Loss. At our appointment with the specialist, with a quick switch… Read More

I often write about my fears about becoming a mother.  I have written about my general cluelessness about babies, my fears of not being the typical mothering personality for our child and my pondering about what kind of mother will I be. I know I will make mistakes and I think what often shines through is that I’m truly afraid I’ll make mistakes when it matters most. I’m not perfect, and I… Read More