I love to be in control of EVERYTHING. And i mean everything. Recurrent pregnancy loss should have taught me that I’m not. The adoption process should have taught me that I’m not. Should Have, Would Have, Could Have. Right? . Well it turns out, the control freak in me still exists.  And today it’s clamoring to get out. Please, just tell me when we will be matched.  Normal families get about 9… Read More