My Perfect Breakdown

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Last week, right after we found out my in-laws are expecting, I knew I was taking it pretty hard, as was pretty evidently in my post.  Then the week just kept getting worse with frustrating adoption stuff and an ankle injury. I reached out, I let in-real-life friends in and I even asked for help. I started by emailing a very dear friend who lives in a different city and venting.  I… Read More

I have this incredible fear. In fact, I’ve carried it around with me for a few years now. The fear is that Mr. MPB’s younger brother and his wife (whom we adore) will have a baby before us. . Last night this fear became a reality. It feels like the world is crashing in on me. I am devastated for us, when I should be happy for them. Thinking about it brings… Read More