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Yesterday was Mother’s Day. My mom is dead, and has been for 18 years. My babies never made it. They never took their first breaths, instead they died much too soon. Mother’s day for me, is not a day to celebrate. It is a day to hide. A day to mourn what was, what could have been and what will never be. The first year after my mom died, when I was… Read More
The other day I caught myself wondering, do our lost babies count? Does my suffering count? I know, crazy thinking, right? But hear me out. So many women/couples try 8 or 9 or even 12 pregnancies before they stop trying or get their one. So many women go through IVF just to try to maintain a pregnancy. I know we all reach our enough at the time that is right for us… Read More
My Perfect Breakdown 