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So, after my last TWW ended with another BFN (negative), I decided to track what I did for the next few days. so that I could see how I cope, and how I move through the process of disappointment over a lost cycle to hope for the next cycle. So, here’s what I apparently do in the few days following a BFN: I drink alcohol. I rarely drink to excess, and I’m… Read More
Category: Infertility Tags: coping strategies, disappointment, Hope, not pregnant, trying after loss, Two week wait, TWW, TWW disappointment
Well this sucks. (And that is using PG language compared to what is running through my mind right now). Last night, I had a small amount of spotting when I went to bed. So, this cycle is clearly a bust. No need to contemplate when to pee on a stick anymore, as we are clearly not pregnant this cycle. I will probably still confirm with a test, just because I now intend… Read More
Category: Recurrent Pregnancy Loss Tags: adoption, infertility, Miscarraige, not pregnant, poas, pregnancy fear, rant, recurrent prengnacy loss, trying after loss
My Perfect Breakdown 