My Perfect Breakdown

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Today, I’m avoiding infertility (yes, at times my best coping strategy is avoidance and I’m embracing it today).  So today I decided tos hare something very different and somewhat random. I’m going to tell you all about the background picture I have on my computer right now. This picture is so not me. For years and years my background photo has been relatively generic. Always taken by me or my husband, but… Read More

This is a real and honest look at one of my biggest fears – and it’s not the fear of not having kids.  It’s the fear of losing my husband to our attempts to have kids.  (Thank you infertility and recurrent pregnancy loss for giving me this wonderful fear). We’ve been together for almost 14 years.  And for the first 12, I knew we’d be together forever.  There was never a doubt… Read More