My Perfect Breakdown

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Mr. MPB and I are both pretty convinced we will only ever have one child.  I know that I will never again try to carry a child to term.  I know that neither of us want to go through IVF to use a surrogate.  I also know that we don’t want to hire a gestational carrier, even if we used donor eggs or donor embryos. But, I also know I’d love a… Read More

Our son’s birth mom has disappeared again.  But as this is becoming more of a norm, I think I’m starting to figure my emotions around the silence a bit better. I know a large part of my ongoing struggle with her decision not to respond is that I do not know why she’s not responding and when she does eventually respond, she usually doesn’t explain why she’s been so quiet.  I like… Read More