My Perfect Breakdown


I often write about my fears about becoming a mother.  I have written about my general cluelessness about babies, my fears of not being the typical mothering personality for our child and my pondering about what kind of mother will I be. I know I will make mistakes and I think what often shines through is that I’m truly afraid I’ll make mistakes when it matters most. I’m not perfect, and I… Read More

For the last 12 days, I’ve been rather focused on the problems, and what’s going wrong with this very cycle and what could possibly be causing our recurrent pregnancy loss. I have become consumed by everything progesterone – researching when to start it, its importance in successful implantation, when to stop taking it, etc. I have been filled with disappointment with my current RE’s clinic. I feel as though talking to them… Read More