My Perfect Breakdown


I am still fearful. I am fearful that we could end up pregnant this month and that I am not receiving the right type of care. I am fearful that if we do end up pregnant this month, we are destined to miscarry due to the impossibly low progesterone number. I will not dwell in the fear. I cannot dwell in it. I am still angry. We all assumed that I am… Read More

I am in need of inspiration. Not in respect to infertility and RPL – I’ve got that covered (i.e. we want healthy child(ren) = inspiration to try again). So, I’m not even really focusing on that today. What I’m looking for at the moment, is something to feel inspired about. Something to throw my passion into. I’m pretty sure this feeling is the result of not working and having just a bit… Read More