My Perfect Breakdown

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In my real life, in addition to all the horrible medical stuff and the ensuing emotional stuff we’ve been dealing with lately, I have been dealing with some very strong feelings of hurt and disappointment for the last few weeks thanks to two people I love dearly. When we decided to go to NYC to see Dr. Braverman, we chose not to tell many people about our trip. Although we were hoping… Read More

So, after my last TWW ended with another BFN (negative), I decided to track what I did for the next few days. so that I could see how I cope, and how I move through the process of disappointment over a lost cycle to hope for the next cycle. So, here’s what I apparently do in the few days following a BFN: I drink alcohol. I rarely drink to excess, and I’m… Read More